People say that not having you here gets easier, well a year has passed and not having you around is so hard, it feels like a big part of me is missing mate! I didn't realise how special you were Sam until you were gone, and i want some of that time back again, i think a lot of people do. Oliver knows you're up in heaven with the angels, and i know you are too, i love you mate and miss you so much - Sam x P.s Stop sending me white feathers its starting to freak me out xxxx