Its comming up to the anniversary of sam's "going.(i carnt say the other word) the 24th of may at 10.45pm my heart stopped as i watched her take her last breath and for some reason it wont start again.Every day you live, but know you will never really live again.Someone said that you will learne to cope but they forgot to tell me when! I miss you now and will forever my beautiful brave little sister.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx